Hey guys. This one is going to be short.
To be frank about my current situation. I feel I am at a point in my life where I kinda feel a mix of hopelessness and lack of "what the hell am I supposed to do". I guess you could call the latter one 'direction'. The last couple months have been a bit of a roller coaster as far as life goes. Single again, quit my job, got into the psych major. Yay (I guess). And have fought off the occasional horrid day here and there. Still, this isn't meant to be my emotional dumping bucket, actually, who knows? Maybe it is. You tell me.
To be perfectly honest I don't even know what I am trying to accomplish as I'm writing (typing) this out. I'm just spilling out what comes to my mind so that all of you (12 or so) can see it in your inbox one day and get on with your lives. Maybe there isn't a point to this. Maybe there is. Maybe I'll find one. I guess we have something to hope for.
Well, the last thing I would like to touch on is that I'm working on something for the 1000 page views. Thanks for that by the way. I think most of them might have been me going over my gallery the past month but meh, it's still something to at least pretend to be happy about.
One last, last thing. I think what might be the worst thing about this. Is that while I am currently staring at my computer screen typing this out. There is that little unicorn in the back of my imagination asking me why I don't just talk to somebody so I can vent. Why am I posting this on dev art anyways? I guess it's because I don't really have somebody to talk to. Though odds are I will after I post this.
I always try to tell myself that while today may really suck. Tomorrow is still going to be there. Well at least today. So. Never lose faith in tomorrow I guess.
God that is a bitch to believe in sometimes.